Currently Listening Houses Of The Holy By Led Zeppelin The Song Remains the Same see related

Last night i didnt really do to much i went to Jer's with Heather and sat around and played cards for awhile it was funny i remember talking to some kids voice mail for 52 minutes haha it was hilarious...i also went to Brend'a to spend some time with her because she was bored outta her mind and lonely and well i love my bitch Well today i had to wake up at 8 so i could make it to work by 9:30 that wasnt good im really tired though and Lance decided to call me at 5 in the morning lol so i called him on my way to work and talked to him for awhile and we were supposed to party tonight but that isnt going ot work because im to damn tired ...after I got home from work me and Amanda went and attempted to find something to do but all else failed....we found nothing as usual...so we both came to the conclusion lets just go home and now im prolly going to sit up in my room and chill all alone because i have no friends  yeah well...im in a really mad mood and im pretty pissed off so im going to bed i think...later kids....better days

Currently Listening Every Six Seconds By Saliva see related

Well i had a nice long weekend of work ! wondeful not really im so freakin tired its not even funny partied to hard all weekend and manda came to pick me up for work and i wasnt even up i literally got up and ran out the door...pisses me of last night i was drunk and made brandon come pick my ass up thank god i was so tired...now i didnt get home tonight until 8:30 from work and i needed to spend time with my baby  and talked to davie for awhile and fuckin houtz got in a fight for walking in the crosswalk and pissed some guy off haha...drunken bastards...got home here about 11 and i just wanna pass out but of course i cant i still need to get shit together for school damn it...i have nothing ready so i better get going or i am never going to get up in the morning..i will be sure to inform you how my 1st day of school is night everyone ! peace my lovlies

Currently Listening Mezmerize By System of a Down Viloent Pornography see related

Well its been a few days but i have been extremely busy lastely believe it or not...umm i went shopping these past few days haha...and i also had senior pictures i really hope they came out ok i guess i will find out in about 2 weeks its only my black and whites though i didnt get my other ones done by the school because they arent nice enough haha...also been doing a lot of note typing since awesome school starts monday ! i am actually really excited not only because sitting around the house all day is getting old but also because its my SENIOR year ! cant wait to get the hell outta there im sure you all agree! i mean i know life after high school only gets harder but i just dont like that damn place...and even though the going gets tougher it also gets better and you get to do whatever u want with your life and nothing holds you back i just wish i was going to college this year damn it lol...but another awesome thing is in January i can take my mock boards and get my cosmetology license not really what i want to do for the rest of my life but its a back up plan and it will get me a decent job until i am done college...gotta love the backup plans...i am really looking forward to senior week too ! and prom gosh all the good stuff lol ! on the other note i am kind of happy see me and my one friend just werent seeing eye to eye but he apologized and made things a lot better for me because he is an awesome person to have to talk to ! so that cheered me up ... i got to see my one and only last night so that was good...also got to see Brenda yesterday for a little i really miss her but i cant do anything about it until they fix my god damn car ! i am really looking forward to the tech bus man do we ever do some crazy shit on that bus haha...!  well tomorrow starts another long ass weekend of nothing but WORK ahh work sucks...well work that u dont like sucks...but i am going to get going i am making myself some pizza and watching the good ole boob tube (tv) for those of you who dont know my vocabulary for things haha...and im going to relax all day because starting tomorrow i wont be doing much of that school during the week work on the weekends...wonderful ! well im gonna get goin so peace

Currently Listening The Best of Me By Bryan Adams Please Forgive Me see related

Another long day of work yesterday but it was payday so it was all good haha...not to mention i think today is pay day from my other job wonderful  last night i got home and talked on the phone with Lance for awhile and then i met up with Stevo Molly & Keith and we just sat around until i saw Heather and then we decided to go to Jeremy's to play a little high low...i left there at like 12 and then went back to Molly's in the process of talking to Lance on the phone for like an hour...haha...gotta love him ! Anyway when i got back to Molly's theres Manzer passed out on the couch cuz he had a little headache ya know those things that hurt that most men cause us ladies u know right? haha...but 1:00 came around too late for me so i decided to come home and get some sleepies  when i woke up this morning though my head was at the wrong end of the bed i dont know what the hell happened there not to mention my phone was like under my bed it was really weird...i dont think i am doing ne thing today cept relaxin...i talked to Brenda this morning...that was good i miss my bitch  i guess Wubbs called her and like every other time of course theres never a dull moment and he always has something nasty to say about me after all the shit i been through with him...well fuck that .... i am glad to hear he lost weight and is doing something with himself i am really happy for him...but u know what he had it good with me he just dont realize i mean i was with him for 3 fuckin years from the time i was 14 thats good for being young and i loved him so much but whatever he can piss up a rope for all the shit he put me through fuck that....he has no reason to talk shit about me when i was the one there for his ass all these other little girls were they there? no i think not but whatever he will never change his ways i mean when i was with him he told me he was with 5 people and lied about all the rest well he told ppl a different amount and just so happened to say all the people i heard he cheated on me with but of course he denies it to me and bitched about me never trusting him well after 8 months of being broke up and me always being a bitch for not believing him  now the truth came out i knew it all along which was y i was so controlling well now all u people know y...i was just another notch in his belt.....sorry thats been bothering me i had to get it out...Dustin & Beth want me to come down but considering my car is in the shop it isnt going to happen today damn it...i havent talked to them in a really long time... i dont know my life is like in an uproar right now...i have no idea what to do with myself half the time...i know there are people who have it really bad in life so i cant complain to much i am just sick of trying so hard and everybody still looks down on me...i really do try and i should be happy im going on my last year of school have a lot going for me too but i feel so empty inside... and i really dont do it for attention i just cant keep it bottled up any more...my best friend likes this guy that i was sort of kind of with a little bit ago and it bothers me...like real bad i hate it...i hate hearing the stories she tells me about them too i hate it so bad but i dont say anything because i dont wanna hurt her feelings...i really dont but if i did it to her i know how she would react...and its not the first time this happened...it sucks...fuck this im out...

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...

Currently Listening The Best of Pantera: Far Beyond the Great Southern Cowboy's Vulgar Hits (Bonus DVD) By Pantera see related

Hello...yeah so today was boring i woke up at 10:30 and cleaned my freakin house once again god damn brother lol...and then i had to do a hair cut other then that i didnt really do anything it was really boring today o yeah besides i had to type up some notes for cos since school starts in a week and i have so much shit to type up and u know me i wait until the last damn minute...i talked to Brenda for a little bit today finally i miss that woman  if they would fix my fuckin car the right way damn it now it dont go into the garage again until tuesday...i have no clue what the hell i am going to do tonight and i have work tomorrow which really blows...gotta get up early oh joy ! sucks cuz no one does ne thing during the week they all party on the weekends and i cant ahhh ! pisses me off...so monica will prolly end up sitting in her house all damn night once again....i am having a really horrible time these past couple days...thank god i have my one n only  he makes me smile...well i dont really have anything to say so i will get back to this a little later to tell u guys about my awesome night...haha yeah right i am going to go watch bring it on again....peace for now !

It still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss and
It's gettin' better baby
No one can better this
I'm still hold on and you're still the one
The first time our eyes met it's the same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on

So If you're feelin' lonely.. don't
You're the only one I'd ever want
I only wanna make it good
So if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me

This pain I'm going through
Please forgive me
If I need ya like I do
Please believe me
Every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Still feels like our best times are together
Feels like the first touch

We're still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough I'm still holdin' on
You're still number one I remember the smell of your skin
I remember everything
I remember all your moves
I remember you
I remember the nights ya know I still do

One thing I'm sure of
Is the way we make love
And the one thing I depend on
Is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...